Thank you all for the comments on my last post. It seems as if we are all going through something right now in our relationships. My man-child is going back to school this Sunday, so I'm hoping a little alone time will get us out of our funk.
I'm also hoping to convince him to spank me. I mean really, is that too much to ask?
So a friend suggested....Ok, it was PK! She suggested that one way to get in a more submissive state of mind was to try anal. More specifically, she suggested a butt plug.
I've always been fascinated with anal. It's definitely a turn on for me. Problem is, we haven't had much success in this area. I get too afraid and tense up. It's just such a different feeling and it makes me nervous.
Trust me, we've done all the things you should do, lots of lube, fingers first...you know, all that stuff. I just can't help it, it makes me nervous and I start sweating and it's just NOT good!
I want it to be good...I really, really, want it to be good.
So, what am I doing wrong? Is there something else I can try?
Also, any butt plug suggestions? I'm thinking I would like to try one but it's really hard to shop for one online....who can tell how big or how small online? What should I look for in a good plug? Shapes and sizes...I just don't know!
I would appreciate some suggestions!
Anally challenged,
grace
