moody

Ever been in a mood?  You know, the....I don't want you to touch me....mood.

Last week, I was in the don't spank me, don't touch me mood.

I really started thinking....do I really want to continue the spanking thing? 

Two times, Bossman wanted to spank me, and I talked him out of it.  I TALKED him out of it!  Who am I and what have I done with grace?

The first time, he didn't spank.  He let me get away without one.  I thought I would feel bad about it, but I felt relief.  That's when I started thinking that I don't really need to be spanked anymore, I thought I was over it.

The second time, I begged, I pleaded, I whined, (shudder, I hate when I whine!) and still, he decided to spank me.  I called him every name in the book. (ok, I did that in my head, but still...) I tried wiggling out of it.  Nope, he spanked.  I wasn't happy about it but I also wasn't sad about it either.

Hmmm, ok, maybe I wasn't ready to give it all up after all.

Today, we were snuggling in bed waiting for the wildchild to leave for work, so we could have some fun.  Bossman told me that when we were done, after we showered, he was going to spank me.

I don't know about you, but a spanking on a wet bottom?  NO thanks!

I thought he was going to forget.  We had a good time in bed and a nice shower so I thought I was going to get out of it.  NOPE.  He remembered.

He spanked, I whined.(GAH!) Then he told me that I wasn't allowed to say no to a spanking anymore.  Unless I wanted to end the whole thing, I couldn't refuse a spanking.  He said he knows when I'm not feeling good, but he knows when I'm just trying to get out of it.  He said I can't keep confusing him, either I'm in....or I'm out.  No more wishy washy stuff.  (ok, for the record, he didn't say wishy washy, but that's what he meant.)

So, my bottom is sore....but I am good.

But seriously.....have you ever been in a mood?

Written while ignoring laundry by:

grace