Is spanking back in this relationship?

I wrote this first part last week....

Relationships are a funny thing.  People are always comparing them to roller coasters and I can see why.  One minute you are up, next you are down. 

Our relationship is no different.  Right now, things are looking UP!

 Saturday was a great day.  We slept in, which is always fun and we ate some breakfast.  Bossman suggested a shower and so we headed to the shower.  It was so nice.  He scrubbed me down and I enjoyed every minute.  When we got out, he led me to the bed and....and....and....

Yes!  He spanked me!  Of course he used the dreaded back scratcher, but hey, beggars can't be choosers.  It was great.  It was just like old times!  Then, he pulled me to the wall and blindfolded me.  Then he pulled me back over his knee but this time he rubbed my butt.  The rubbing got lower and next thing you know....well....

I'm pretty sure you know what happened next! 

I'm just stunned that it happened. 

Over the last couple of days, we've been going to bed early and together...which never happens and we just talked.  We talked about everything.  We talked about spanking and we talked about our relationship and we talked about all the things that we have been going through. 

People, he is still interested in spanking!  We have had some serious discussions on the subject.  I'm not going to get my hopes too far up....but I am pretty excited that there is at least some talking going on around here.

We are really going to try and make this relationship work and work for the better.  We both want to improve things and I think spanking is going to be a part of it.

This is what's happening now...

We are still in the talking phase of things.  Yes, there was a little spanking the other day, just for fun, but nothing major.  It was a 3 minute backscratcher spanking.  Just enough to sting, but not enough to leave a lasting impression.

Relationships are hard!  Some people make it look easy, but it's not!  The other day, we had a romantic shower. (I love how much of our romance starts in the shower.)  Afterward Bossman suggested I go without a bra.  I said ok.  As we went throughout the day, we through out the day doing  unromantic things like cleaning our bedroom, he would walk past me and touch my boobs.  I was in busy mode and didn't appreciate the attention.  So later that night Bossman says that we shouldn't do that anymore.  He didn't like the way I responded.

~sigh~

I didn't mean to repond that way, but I guess that's how I came off.  It's frustrating that I can't be the way I wish I could be.  The way HE wants me to be.

But, it's not the end.  Bossman just said we would think of other things, to go along with spanking.  We haven't really started anything serious with the spanking, but the talking is good.

It's really good!