Confused much?
First he tells me that we should just forget the whole spanking thing. I think he said something about concentrating on our relationship before we think about spanking again.
Then....
Then he calls today and asks if I got out of bed. I say yes, of course I was out of bed. Then he says, "Oh good, otherwise I might have to spank you!"
What the hell!
I told him I didn't want to talk about it. And I don't! I mean I've already resigned myself to the fact we weren't doing that anymore.
Now he wants to resume?
A big part of me want to forget the whole thing. BUT....of course there is the small part that wants to have a spanking.
Confused much?
You bet!
Ha I love those fickle moments I think its part of the control booger because he said no more than u get that in your head and that's that lol ...I get that way ..
ReplyDeleteI think Daisy might have a point. Part of that testerone macho thing.
ReplyDeleteI've so seriously been there. The fact is though, it's a pretty deep part of you, however awkward it might have become, and I would try to stay open to the possibility (although I know how impossible it is to live on that edge without actually getting your hopes up and risking disappointment). So I'm totally no help here, but I'm sending you a big hug at any rate.
ReplyDeleteHugs,
Tracy
Confused? That's now my way of life.
ReplyDeleteOh yes...totally get the confused. Maybe it's a way of keeping us on our toes....or maybe there is no reason. Sometimes we over-think it all!
ReplyDeleteLife is confusing... :-)
ReplyDeleteI love your page layout with all the hearts. It reminds me that you're a warm loving person and every day should be like Valentines Day with us.. I love your writings and love you.
ReplyDeleteThanks Babe! I love you too!
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