I'm so sorry for the lack of posts lately. I haven't really felt up to posting anything. For awhile there I thought I was getting better. I went almost a whole week without a fever and I was feeling great. But then I started feeling bad again.
The good news is I haven't had a fever for over a week. I just don't feel well. I wish I could pinpoint what extactly is the problem, but I can't and neither can the Doc. I'm changing Docs, so I will be going to a new one next week. I'm hoping a new perspective will be a good thing and maybe he'll think of something the other did not.
Something else disappeared...my sex drive. Did someone steal it when I wasn't looking? Did it run away because it wasn't being used enough? Come back sex drive...please. I'll be good too you. Bossman would love you forever. I'm thinking about putting up missing signs. Offering a reward might help. I could try milk cartons. It's probably just on vacation because of the illness. Who can blame it for leaving? It hasn't really been a party around here...unless you call a pity party fun.
My mood is low. It's so hard to be positive when things bad. I've tried. I've tried to be a positive as possible during the holidays. I had too for the kids. But now the holidays are over, the kids are back in school and I am free to feel sorry for myself.
So, there it is. It's not pretty people. It's old and tired. It's all about wondering...why me? How did this happen? When will it be over? Boo hoo, poor me!
Don't worry, I can't be in this mood for long. It's not really me. I just need something good to write about. Anything good would help. Maybe my sexdrive will be come home soon. Maybe Bossman will decide it's time for a spanking. That great wooden thingy is still waiting to be opened.
Any of these things could happen, and will happen. When? I'm not sure, but for now, I'm going to eat cheetos. That's right, cheetos...and nobody better try and stop me!
later......
Grace, so glad to hear from you!!
ReplyDeleteI'm a so sorry that you are still feeling crappy. Perhaps a new doctor will have a new perspective on this mystery you are experiencing.
You know that darn sex drive seems to come and go with greater frequency as we get (shuddering) older. Currently mine is on vacation and its not a good thing.
Don't worry - it comes back when you least expect it. For me, its usually not an opportune time!! Oh well.
Thinking cheery thoughts for you on your road to getting well.
Debbie :)
I know all about the "boo hoo, poor me" routine. It gets real old real quick, doesn't it? And as for sex drive... well, I haven't seen mine in at least 3 months. I don't expect to see it for a while yet.
ReplyDeleteHere's hoping yours comes home soon!
Grace,
ReplyDeleteYou did something very good today! You made me feel better knowing you were out there and after my day that took some effort!
But there is something going on! Your sex drive is missing, Debbie's, Erica (okay I understand Erica's) and of course CeeCi is having the same problem. I am sure there are a few more missing out here if the sad truth be told. I just picture all these libidos partying away on some tropical island totally separated from the women who depend on them. They are lounging in the warm sun, eating, drinking, and carousing day and night. When they do come crawling home for a visit they are too exhausted to do anything. We have to do something before they talk others into joining them. If anyone feel their libido is slipping off have your man spank you ass until it settles down to where it belongs. Bossman, you go first!!! Be gentle at first, but give it a try!!
Grace please let us know what the new doctor says. Comment when you feel like it we just like hearing from you.
Hugs,
PK
Dear Grace, so good to hear from you.
ReplyDeleteI think I must be a founder member of the missing libido society.
Don't worry dear girl. as soon as Bossman gives you "that look", your libido will be back that fast it will leave skid marks.
You won't bore us, just let us know that you are around.
Hope that things get better soon.
Warm hugs,
Paul.
I do know how you feel. And I am so sorry you still feel sick. I think the new doc and second opinion is a fabulous idea. Hope he finds the answer.
ReplyDeleteI found your libido. It's on my blog!
Big Huggs!
Theresa
Grace, Hopefully the new doc will be a brilliant doc and get this settled once and for all.
ReplyDeleteGotta run look at your libido on Theresa's blog, maybe they're all over there having the party Elis described! *g*
~Hugs and feel better soon :)
Oh Grace - I'm so sorry you're feeling poorly. I hope you get some answers from the new doctors. Please feel better soon.
ReplyDelete*hugs* SuZQ
Hiya Grace,
ReplyDeleteBossman still reads here doesn't heIf so, then my message today is for him, not you (though I am THRILLED to see you back).
OK, Mr. this girl needs a spanking like nobody's business. Don't worry, she won't break and you won't make her sicker, and it is exactly what she needs to boost her libido, her energy, and her outlook. Positive feelings go far in healing and a spanking is definitely a step in the right direction. So get to opening that wooden thingie in a hurry...
Oh, and Grace? Be sure to tell us all about it afterwards... and get your head out of the bag of Cheetoh's!
Love you,
Tiggs